THE GREAT LOVER
I have been so great a lover: filled in days
So proudly with
the splendor of Love's praise,
The pain, the calm, and the
astonishment,
Desire illimitable, and still content,
And all dear names
men use, to cheat despair,
For the perplexed and viewless streams that
bear
Our hearts at random down the dark of life.
Now, ere the unthinking
silence on that strife
Steals down, I would cheat drowsy Death so far,
My
night shall be remembered for a star
That outshone all the suns of all men's
days.
Shall I not crown them with immortal praise
Whom I have loved, who
have given me, dared with me
High secrets, and in darkness knelt to
see
The inenarrable godhead of delight?
Love is a flame: -we have beaconed
the world's night.
A city: - and we have built it, these and I.
An
emperor: -we have taught the world to die.
So, for their sakes I loved, ere I
go hence,
And the high cause of Love's magnificence,
And to keep loyalties
young, I'll write those names
Golden forever, eagles, crying flames,
And
set them as a banner, that men may know,
To dare the generations, burn, and
blow
Out on the wind of Time, shining and streaming....
These I have
loved:
White plates and cups, clean-gleaming,
Ringed with blue lines; and
feathery, fairy dust;
Wet roofs, beneath the lamp-light; the strong
crust
Of friendly bread; and many-tasting food;
Rainbows; and the blue
bitter smoke of wood;
And radiant raindrops couching in cool flowers;
And
flowers themselves, that sway through sunny hours,
Dreaming of moths that
drink them under the moon;
Then, the cool kindliness of sheets, that
soon
Smooth away trouble; and the rough male kiss
Of blankets; grainy
wood; live hair that is
Shining and free; blue-massing clouds; the
keen
Unpassioned beauty of a great machine;
The benison of hot water; furs
to
touch;
The good smell of old clothes; and other such-
The
comfortable smell of friendly fingers,
Hair's fragrance, and the musty reek
that lingers
About dead leaves and last year's ferns....
Dear
names,
And thousand others throng to me! Royal flames;
Sweet water's
dimpling laugh from tap or spring;
Holes in the ground; and voices that do
sing:
Voices in laughter, too; and body's pain,
Soon turned to peace; and
the deep-panting train;
Firm sands; the little dulling edge of foam
That
browns and dwindles as the wave goes home;
And washen stones, gay for an
hour; the cold
Graveness of iron; moist black earthen mold;
Sleep; and
high places; footprints in the dew;
And oaks; and brown horse-chestnuts,
glossy-new;
And new-peeled sticks; and shining pools on grass; -
All these
have been my loves. And these shall pass,
Whatever passes not, in the great
hour,
Nor all my passion, all my prayers, have power
To hold them with me
through the gate of Death.
They'll play deserter, turn with the traitor
breath,
Break the high bond we made, and sell Love's trust
And sacramental
covenant to the dust.
Oh, never a doubt but, somewhere, I shall wake,
And
give what's left of love again, and make
New friends now strangers . . .
.
But the best I've known
Stays here, and changes, breaks, grows old, is
blown
About the winds of the world, and fades from brains
Of living men,
and dies.
Nothing remains.
O dear my loves, O faithless, once
again
This one last gift I give: that after men
Shall know, and later
lovers, far-removed
Praise you, " All these were lovely"; say, "He
loved."
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